消逝的橙色记忆

Never Did I release my blog both in my space & in my Q-zone, in my Sina-Blog as well. Because I used to have different sentiments & feelings in different places. However,TODAY, ALL Sentiments & Feelings CONVERGE.

Once Did U say from then on sth. U thought important would be expressed in English in that English language may cause less ambiguous difference. I agree with U & then I’m adhering to this principle. Since now I’m writing sth. in English, and sth. I personally considers important is telling.

Sometime Did my mother ask how long have we been together. Almost half a year-I answer. TOMORROW is the exact day of the semi-anniversay from Jan. 25^th.  In 6 Months and 180days, I wanna say Thanks, the GODs!

Each time I felt sick, it’s Ur accompanying that made me refresh as soon as possible:

  I’m accompanied to the hospital from time to time;

  I’m accompanied to taking meals even if it’s only some congee. That time U took me home, who hadn’t eaten anything for 2 days. And I had 4 meals of congee & U also had the same food.

I’m a girl popular to the rainfall. Thus once I came back to my island, the rain certainly welcomes me. On the May 1^st long vacation, in order to send me back home, U got up pretty early & took the 1^st light rail. When I walked out of my Dorm, U had arrived 4 a period of time. I still remember my shocking appearance at the time I saw U.

Those days I suffered from the skin discomfort. U, carefully, considerately, attentively, applied the medicine for me.

During the examination week, we insisted on reviewing till the midnight and then cooking some snack to have a break, if though I drank the overdue coffer unfortunately. The reviewing work became interesting.

I like to Buy ICE CREAM & U eat, and of course I share a bit, hoho, only a bit.

I like to Peel the SWEET ORANGE, letting the atmosphere abounded with the light fragrance, & U enjoy it.

I like to Try COOKING some dishes-fortunately, both the cola-chicken-wings & specially cooked rice are delicious. U always took the risk at being a WHITE MOUSE.

I like to barbecue & U taste the roasted meat.

Er, a usually Wise man may occasionally act Foolishly. U’r just like that. I even can’t count how many time U took the bus beyond the predicted stop when going home from my school. But luckily, U found another excellent way between my school & Ur home. Maybe it’s the God’s present for Ur confusion.

YYP owed me many times of KFC. But I never take it seriously. However, I owed U all kinds of things and I keep all promises-

*the sugarcoated haws on a stick;

*the preserved prune;

*the cookies;

*the banana slice;

*the rice crust.

I can’t help blaming on myself why I always owe U sth. Let me see, Did U ever or never owe me anything?

In the past half year, I cannot quit my bad habit of veiled expression, which caused several arguments. I don’t know whether it should attribute to my relatively passive attitude or it should attribute to the reality that U still don’t know me very well. It’s good that arguments are only arguments not becoming quarrels.

Tan said the more deeply people are with, the more apparent their natural instincts expose. It’s completely right! I do have no good temper. When the situation doesn’t make me satisfactory, I’ll be upset, I’ll yell or complain. My mother always punished the character at similar moment. Probably I can’t change the character, I’ll refrain myself from being anxious, angry & so forth to my best. Thanks 4 Ur tolerance for long.

Several days ago, I read Joy’s blog about the best present at their Anniversary’s coming. Present itself has no value. Only behind the BG does it have sense.

Traced back to the summer in 2005, nothing is imaginable.

Ur…I’ve said a lot. But sth. makes me disorderly. I find suddenly I don’t know how to express myself clearly.

I suspect the original wish to go to HK is right. But since it’s a definite plan & I  must comply with that. In the next semester, I have to be in HK. Then let the temporary separation become the best present, even if the temporary separation costs total 120days.

It seems severe 4 me to say these words. But I must consider it brilliant & happy.

Everyone is deemed to fear/scare to say goodbye. So do I. Just as each person has his destiny, everyone should have his schedule, his plan, his blueprint, esp. when one feels vacant, no matter how others look on my attitude. I’ll have my schedule in the next 5 months, won’t U?

Only with a common aim can we suffer from the long absence.

Sth. that seems to be joking/kidding, is veiled by its seriousness. what’s it meaning, I truly have thought it deeply, seriously, really. The future is unforeseeable. However, it can’t prevent me from describing something substantive what may happen in the TOMORROW.

Just wait.

Just pass.

Just live.

Just miss.

Just love.

Just sustain.

That’s enough!

1. 这几天忙着应付家里的那台破台式机，先是自己逞强重装了2000的操作系统，后来发现ADSL连不上，于是又买了张98的盘重装，结果意外发生了，重装后只剩下C盘，我又尝试着Fdisk下，失败了……
   罢了罢了，我只能叫来YYP，未料到，YYP在Format的时候，意外再次出现，这次问题更严重了，硬盘开始不能读盘了，两个人商量了下，既然这破电脑早过了保修期，那就动手把主机箱子拆了，研究了半天，那个联想的机子被我们成功开肠破肚，YYP尝试把硬盘带回家装个硬盘盒，然后再格式化...
   经过YYP的初步诊断，我那硬盘的扇区坏了，昨天，我们又忙了一晚上，把硬盘装回到主机箱子里，像是什么都没做过的样子
   上午，拿到那个什么联想的特约维修部，果然专业维修的要比YYP这个江湖术士更专业些，有个什么硬盘检查修复的盘，那个维修的人对我们说：“已经检测到50%了，80%的可能，硬盘没什么问题。你们先回去，如果没问题，我帮你们重装系统；如果测到硬盘坏了，我再打电话通知你们……”两个人便去吃饭了，刚一半，那人就给我电话了，“硬盘坏了，如果换个新的80G的硬盘，450块钱。”
   ……
   末了，我和YYP抱着个重装完的破机子回家了，算是对外公交差了，呃，我是再也受不了那速度了（不过这次拆电脑，修电脑，让我对电脑多了不少了解哦——电脑啊，原来如此）
2. 和YYP吃饭的时候叫上其实我不认识的MC，我和他算是什么关系呢？初中同学GJL的小学同桌，高中同学YYP的初中同学和邻居，高中同学XWW的小学和初中同学……他舅舅曾经监考过我那次失败的4级书法考试。
   三个人扯了一个多小时，吃的撑，听得饱，很多是MC他们小学、初中的事，呵呵，那时候果然是小孩子啊，好可爱。（小时候的WW、PP，是酱紫的口牙，原来如此）
3. 老妹来我家问我数学题目，早就料到自己的数学现在一塌糊涂了，高一的数学题看得一楞一楞的，还好提前做了准备，跟WW说，如果我做不了，就你来帮忙，你再不行，请教你妈好了……很快，我就发出了SOS信号，看到WW的解答，一次又一次的恍然大悟，哎，退化到这样了啊，实在是……（明天老妹还要来，就这样了吧，终于见识这个数学题，对于现在学法律的我来说，原来如此）